fuck this

http://littleindia.tumblr.com/

Butterflies

"quiet but I'm sure there is something here.

tell me all the things that I want to hear."

he still gives me butterflies.

Lost

"it's love that leaves and breaks the seal of always thinking

you would be real happy and healthy and strong and calm.

where does the good go?"

Everything inside of me has crumbled. Remember those astonishing blogs I used to write? Where I actually put time, effort, and my whole heart into it? What happened to that girl?

I feel like I've lost myself, like something died inside of me. I don't express myself anymore like I used to. I don't express myself period. It's like I'm not even the same person. Where did my happiness go? Where did my confidence go? It's like every unique and interesting thing about me evaporated. I need to know how to find myself.