why

"i'm heavily broken and i don't know what to do.

can't you see that i'm choking and i can't even move?"

Why would you take the most beautiful and perfect person in the world to me and give him a terrible flaw? Why did I have to find these things? God I feel so sick. This is disgusting. Why would you do this to me? Everything was going to be perfect until now. Now I don't know if I can love him anymore...